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May. 19th, 2026 04:51 pm
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My house is opposite a Lidl, and some idiots in cars decided 5 in the morning was the perfect time to do doughnuts and rev their engines in the car park. Of course, once I was awake it seemed pointless trying to get back to sleep being as the alarm was due to go off in 30 mins.

It was maker's market craft fair day on Saturday, and wow, was it a bust. Like, we sold two very small things to other stallholders kind of bust. There just weren't any customers and I have no idea why. It was a nice sunny day, no rain, just no people coming by at all.

James had managed to double book himself for another fair for the next maker's market, and while I'll miss seeing our crafter friends, it may be a good thing to go elsewhere for the next time. Thank goodness he's still selling via TikTok and the craft shop because the fairs have been poor this year.

That was Sat, then on Sunday it was Bodhisitting all morning. That meant our usual morning grocery shopping trip was pushed to mid-afternoon, which actually worked out nicely in terms of finding the bargains. With the 10p items out at Aldi again, while Company was giving stuff away, as well as selling packs of four pork loin hot honey glazed chops for 20p a packet. So, there may be a few of those in the freezer right now.

Yesterday was class, nothing unusual about that. My friend was there again, and one of the old timers was back from his extended holiday to Africa. He's been there for a few months now, and has come back for the summer and it was lovely to have him back. Almost like old times before we lost quite a few regulars when Rosie was on the extended sick.

After getting home I finished re-potting the tomato plants with some new compost, when Pauline phoned. Her first words were, 'are you and James feeling okay? and I thought, great, she'd had food poisoning again after we'd been out to eat on Thursday, but nope, she's got a nasty case of Covid, saying she'd felt so ill she was considering phoning an ambulance over the weekend. It was only yesterday, after saying she could smell something horrible, that Pauline's daughter said she needed a test as there was nothing smelling, and it was a strong positive.

Thankfully, while still feeling rough she said she's not feeling as bad as the weekend, so hopefully, may be over the worst.

New Book Post!

May. 18th, 2026 11:35 am
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Re-reads. HUH

* Season's Pass by Joanna Chambers (Historical M/M romance) - This is a short story that happens in between Books 1 and 2 of the Enlightment series. I'd read (and loved!) the first 3 books around 12 yrs ago. But hadn't paid much attention to it afterwards. Only to find out that the author had published additional novels. So I decided to refresh my memory a bit.

This one is a moderately angsty story from Murdo's POV as he considers his feelings for David. It also works as a prologue of sorts for Book 2. I gave it a 3 out of 5


* Unnatural by Joanna Chambers (Historical M/M romance) - OK, funny story abt this one: I borrowed it from my library since I hadn't read it before. Which turned out to be FALSE. According to my Goodreads, I'd already gone thru it a DECADE AGO (no, really, WTF IS TIME?!). And yet, my brain was all NEW PHONE, WHO DIS? when I started reading this book.

ANYWAYS

After the original trilogy (which focused on one couple only), the author began to publish spin-off novels with friends, acquaintances, etc of Murdo and David. THIS novel is abt James and Iain, two guys who have been BFFs since childhood. As they grow up, both men realize they're not (in the modern parlance) straight. What follows is a push-and-pull, slow-paced (but NOT slow burn) romance between the two guys. I liked the (eventual) lovey-dovey stuff fine and the sex scenes were cool as well.

That said, this book is a bit of a tricky read cuz it works 2 timelines (the present being 1824 and the starting point of James and Iain's bond back in 1808) AND 2 POVs. It was a little confusing at first, but I got the hang of it by Chapter 3.

My one (1) annoyance was Iain's indecision abt being in a relationship with James.

What annoyed me the most abt him was a SPOILER: despite neither character is a virgin, James is the one with the least sexual experience. And, whenever he approached Iain with curiosity abt what sex with men was like OR where he could meet like-minded men, Iain would throw a HISSY FIT FOR THE AGES. Which was already shitty enough.

BUT THEN, HE WAS ALSO A BIG HYPOCRITE since he's scandalized abt James seeking out sexy times with others all the while Iain has been having sex with a lot of men. To the point that he joined an exclusive gentleman's club for men who like having sex with men.

FTR, it's not the fact that Iain had quite the robust sex life. Also there was no cheating happening since he and James didn't become a couple until much later. AND James had been intimate with a few dudes too. But I did find it RIDIC AF that Iain would be such a jackass because, in his mind, James was some kind of pure/virginal being (even though James was, again, NOT a virgin.) IJS.


I also got the sense that the author wasn't sure how to solve that mess and kinda took a shortcut that lessened a lot of the groveling. IDK. In the end, I gave this book a (new) rating of 3 out of 5 (or, 1.5 less that I gave it a decade ago. *Hands*)


I DNF'd

* One Night in Hartswood by Emma Denny (Historical M/M Romance) - Book 1 of The Barden trilogy--with each book focusing on one of the three siblings' romances.

In this novel, Lily has entered into an arranged marriage with a guy she's never met. Her brothers Raff and Ash escort her to the castle where the nuptials will happen . . . only to find out that the groom-to-be has run away. Pissed off abt the snub, Raff decides to go look for the guy and bring him back. Along the way, he meets Penn who, ofc, is the v. same guy Raff is searching for. At some point, love will blossom between the two. [NB: this is NOT a spoiler since it's presented as such in the blurb.]

I was v. OJO abt this premise. Sadly, this book turned out to be a dud. The story is set in 1360's Europe, but the worldbuilding is incredibly weak; there's NO sense of place. This is something I could've ignored had the writing not being so MID. Oh, and the writing is weirdly modern too?

Since both story and protag (Raff) were meh to me, I chose to stop reading 50 pages in rather than push myself in the hopes that something (anything!) would catch (and hold!) my interest for the next 200+ pages.

Ended up returning to the library, then read samples for the next two books. Opted to give the 2nd one (an F/F) a pass cuz I couldn't stand the protag. BUT I got verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry interested in the 3rd novel (an M/M/nonbinary person) to the point that I ended up buying a copy. 🤞🏾 and all.


Had an awesome time at first (but it all went downhill from there).

NONE for this batch! \o/!


It was . . . fine?

* What the Wife Knew by Darby Kane (Domestic Thriller) - 27-y.o. Addison has become a widow less than 6 months into her marriage to Richmond. She's v. upset. Not abt his death, mind you, but abt the fact that she'd been planning to kill him ONLY FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO MURDER HIM INSTEAD! Now she's got to find out who (amongst the many ppl with good motives) 86-ed Richmond and why . . .

Good writing. Also, this is deffo a page-turner of a story. There's a mix of dread and paranoia permeating the entire novel with v. few moments to relax for a bit. One thing I appreciated is that the internal logic held regardless of what was revealed at the end.

Addison was an excellent protagonist (and her backstory was a meaty one.)

OTOH, I didn't enjoy the handful of Richmond POV chapters. Dude was a TERRIBLE PERSON and I hated being in his head. Thankfully, though, the bulk of the story is told from Addison's perspective.

Now, the ending was a good one. OTOH, though, something popped up that legit pissed me off to no end. But, in order to vent abt it for a bit, I gotta talk abt a

HUGE SPOILER *takes a deep breath* At a point in one of the last three chapters, Addison found out that she'd married her own father. This information was given to her from Lizzy, Addison's mother, herself.

Prior to that reveal, both Addison and Richmond (via their respective POV chapters) made it v. v. clear that there was never any kind of sexual activity between them. Theirs was a marriage of convenience (and blackmail, but there we are). FTR, there were two moments in the novel, back when Addison and Richmond first met where Richmond tried to seduce Addison. She deflected his advances, tho.

So, it was a father-daughter marriage, but (per what I remember) they never even kissed.

When Addison (who was RIGHTFULLY as disgusted as I was abt the whole "oops, you married your father" thing) tried to chew her mother out for allowing this (despite knowing that Addison and Richmond were blood relatives), Lizzy shrugged it off.

NGL, I had to put the book down for a second and try to stop seeing red. It was SUCH AN UNNECESSARY thing to drop into the story! I don't like reading abt incest and ABSOLUTELY DETEST 'surprise!incest' even more. YMMV, you do you, etc.

Even now I'm not sure if the author wanted to remind readers that Lizzy was a Horrible Person AND Shitty Parent or what..
So yeah, I haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaated that so much that I had to bring the rating down of what, up then had been a groovy read. Ended up giving this one a 3.5 out of 5.


* Hither, Page by Cat Sebastian (M/M Historical cozy mystery) - Book one of the Page & Sommers duology.

James returns to his job as a doctor at his childhood village after being a medic in the frontlines during WW I. Someone who was generally disliked dies in a mysterious way. James is trying to figure out what happened when Leo, a former ~acquaintance and current spy, shows up to help him. . .

I might be hot-and-cold with this author's bibliography (have enjoyed some of her books, DNF'd others), but one thing I can't deny is that she can most deffo write a good story. In addition, both James and Leo were fully-developed characters, so cheering for their (eventual) HEA (not in this book, btw, but I can see it going there) was easy. T

The mystery had layers, several Red Herrings, and (once the reveal happens) the murderer's motivations made a lot of sense.

OTOH, after one super interesting start, the story sort of meandered for a while. It could be interpreted as the author wanting readers to feel what James (more than Leo) was experiencing back in the small town. But that didn't make it into an entertaining read.

THANKFULLY, things began to kick off for realsies by the halfway point.

The romance took a while to get going too.

OTOH, James and Leo ARE attracted to each other from the second they meet. Tho, the book makes it v. clear why both of them gotta be extra careful abt whatever will eventually happen between them.

OTOH, things on the romance track went so slowly that my patience felt TRULY TESTED. And then, as the ending drew nearer, James/Leo's whole deal sped up. FWIW, this is an extremely low heat romance. I didn't mind that aspect because both characters (though, again, especially James) had extremely valid reasons for not giving into their feelings and attraction. I gave this one a 3.2 out of 5.


Good vibes all around

* The Bequest by Joanna Chambers (Historical M/M romance) - This is another short story from the series. It's set in between Books 4 and 5. Murdo receives some news that shake him up and then som.

IHNI why I hadn't read this before, but it turned out to be a real treat. Loved seeing Murdo and David; they remained as lovely as ever. Their love was v. palpable (and the sex scenes were hot tooo, heheh.)

It was also quite neat to find out additional connections between the two of them and other characters in the series. Another thing I appreciated was an expanded version (told from Murdo's POV) of that Easter Egg scene in Book 4.

Finally, the angsty notes toward the end (which had to do with Murdo's life and NOT his relationship with David) added exactly what was needed to keep the plot from becoming tooth-achingly sweet. I gave this one a 4 out of 5


* Restored by Joanna Chambers (M/M Historical romance) - Book 5 of the Enlightenment series. 23-y.o. Kit has a one-year contract with 29-y.o. Henry, Duke of Avesbury in which Kit will be taken care of in exchange for coin and some property at the end of the deal. things are going fine until, upon receiving some horrible news, Henry leaves London (and Kit) v. suddenly.

18 years later, Kit now owns a club for gentlemen who enjoy the ~company of gentlemen. Henry returns to London only to discover he left Kit pretty much destitute. He's now desperate to meet and talk to Kit, but will Kit give him a second chance???

NGL, I was a bit wary when I started this one due to Book 4 not quite achieving the YAYS I'd felt the first time I'd read it. BUT this was a brand new (to me) novel, so I dove right back into the Enlightenment 'verse.

Joanna Chambers' fantastic writing style kept me GLUED to the story. Everything from the settings to the characters felt real. Also, the pacing was SUPERB! the plot didn't move too fast OR way too slow; things happened at a normal pace--which I loved. The obstacles to the HEA were solved in ways that made sense.

Even though I really liked both MCs, my heart gravitated to Kit a lot more often over Henry. Mostly because it was neat to see him assess situations from a practical point of view AND STILL show vulnerability when the plot required it.

As for Henry, he felt (to me) like a more typical historical romance character? Which I was fine with.

One of the best things abt the story was seeing their interactions and side plotlines with other characters. Again, especially Kit. I was fascinated as I saw him navigate a meeting with a frenemy of sorts AND also his close friendships too. There was only one (1) character I 🙄 at.

ANOTHER THING I liked was that they're both in their 40s. (Kit's 41 while Henry's 47 for the majority of the story). They're not a Power Couple, but they're still Awesome Together. I legit ate up all of their convos (from the snarky/banter-heavy ones to the softer and more intimate ones). They've got HIGH LEVELS of chemistry AND brought out all of the gooey soft, romantic feelings I often look for (but don't always find) in romance novels.

The kink aspects were brought up in super interessssssssssssting (and hot) ways too. >:)


As for the things that didn't work for me...


Caroline (Henry's wife) appears in a single scene in Chapter 2. And yet, her name does pop up several times in the book. OTOH, it was neat to learn that she and Henry had come to an understanding that included her being OK with him seeking pleasure elsewhere. Theirs was a happy marriage for the most part.

HOWEVAH, the one (1) scene in which Caroline appears she gives Henry really bad news.

MEGA SPOILERAfter revealing her terminal diagnosis to Henry, she pressures him to leave London for the countryside (and break things off with Kit) THE V. NEXT DAY. After mustering as much compassion for her situation as I could, I sort of get why Caroline felt overwhelmed and (IMO) a bit chaotic abt moving away. Which, realistically, would take a bit, I'd think.

Henry, who was v. devoted to her, gets swept away by Caroline's OTT sense of urgency* and disappears from Kit's life for EIGHTEEN YEARS.

* This might sound cold, but Caroline was quite stable when she's urging Henry to leave and wouldn't pass on for abt another 6 months or so. This leads me to wonder WHY THE HURRY? IDK, it all made me kinda side-eye her perhaps unfairly, but there we are.



Then there was this whole thing in which the book asks its readers to go along with the idea that Henry had ended things v. abruptly with Kit, left for the countryside, traveled to London a few times, but it wasn't until EIGHTEEN YEARS LATER that it occurred to him to go see what had happened with Kit (after crossing paths with a mutual friend of both.)

The one good thing is that Kit did confront Henry abt disappearing for almost 2 decades. Though, ultimately, he did forgive Henry given the huge (and logical) misunderstanding due to a third party who had since died.

But, when I sat down and thought abt this aspect of the story, I was annoyed enough to lower the overall rating a bit. YMMV, etc. I mean, in the end, I still gave this one a 4.7 out of 5, so it's not like I had a bad time.


Current fic tally

Have picked up 82, DNF'd 37. I've read a few more new-to-me authors and, surprisingly, not everything I've read has been BTS fics. BUT there have some hella bad/unreadable fics too.


Some thoughts

I'm happy that, DNF aside, the majority of my reading has turned a corner so to speak. BUT then, BTS' comeback REALLY slowed me down (the guys are everywhere, there's a new album, and now the tour is underway!). Have opted to be a little more disciplined cuz I had to return 7 (it's always the freaking 7, haahah) books to the library that I couldn't renew cuz there were others rarin' to check them out. All in all, I"m hopeful that things will stabilize a bit.


Last time

An F/F Second Chances romance, an M/M mystery, a historical M/F romance, and the first (?) book in a sci-fi series. 🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾

Had to renew that F/F Second Chance romance. The M/M mystery was the Cat Sebastian one. I . . . legit have ZERO IDEA as to what the other two books are. 😅

In any case, I have a nonfiction, an M/M fantasy romance, the F/F Second Chance romance, another M/M mystery fantasy one, and a memoir of a queer actor. So a bit of everything! Me at books: 😍😍😍


Up next

My boys!

May. 17th, 2026 05:07 pm
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So, my bb!hockeys have been very, very busy this year and very, very good and I love them. They won the trophy for most points in the WHL, they won the US division, they won the Western division, they won the fucking WHL cup.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DYdREo6q8pL/?e=dc3bf6b2-2363-4e43-8aef-cf5eeeb5309b&g=5

Next up is the Memorial Cup to win the entire Canadian Hockey League, and odds are very, very good that they'll win that too. MY BOYS. I love them so much.

In non-hockey news, there's about a month of school left, and the days are so. so. long. The teacher in charge of our program just told us she's leaving to work in the same program at a elementary school. About half of our team is leaving (including one of my most favorite people), and some of the people who are staying are...not my favorite. One of my other favorite people who planned to stay isn't sure if she wants to now.

I don't know. Bleh.

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May. 15th, 2026 11:44 am
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Wednesday didn't turn out exactly as I'd planned.

Went to class for 9 and had a talk about the role of stress in terms of healthy eating, then the usual exercise session. My friend attended the Wed class for the first time in a while so we partnered up which was great as some nattering and laughing helps the circuits go fast. Nothing new or unusual that Rosie had us do, but we were doing goblet squats when she came up to us and said if we wanted to go spicy go from a goblet squat, to an overhead one-armed press with the weight, then swap hands in a clean dip movement, so I tried it and man, my coordination got up and walked out of the hall *g*

From there we were supposed to go home and get changed before going to an appointment in Sunderland, except it turns out the appointment was actually a telephone one, so no need to go into town that early. Got that done and would have been able to chill out except Kayleigh had asked if we could pick Megan up at the vets at 4:30 as she'd been in and sedated for a skin scrape and biopsy.

Now, that would be cutting things tight as we had a table booked at a restaurant next to the theatre for 5:30, but agreed thinking it shouldn't take that long to get her and take her back to Kayleigh's. And it didn't, except when I was opening the door, juggling the cat carrier, meds, and discharge instructions one of Kayleigh's other cats got out, and I spent time chasing him to get him back inside. Thankfully, Lucy and Bodhi had come home by that point so they took over the chase, and in the end we were only five minutes late, after amazingly getting a great, and very close to the theatre, parking spot.

Poor Megan though, she's got a skin condition that is focussed on her face and she's had to have steroid and antibiotic injections for years now to keep it under control. Which obviously, isn't ideal, and then to top it all, recently, those started not to work either leading her to look like this. I'm only linking and not putting the vid in my post as her face looks so bloody and sore. The vet wanted the biopsy etc to ensure a new treatment they're thinking of will help, but until then Meg has to be weaned off the steroids before starting this new treatment in three weeks. It'll be off brand, and something designed for dogs, but the vet does think it'll help. I hope so anyway as she's been through so much, she was a rescue when mam got her, then had to move to Kayleigh's when mam died, and she just deserves a chill and itch free life.

So, left there, and spent time worrying that Daniel was back inside -- they did get him back in btw, and got to the restaurant just a little late. Like the last few times we've eaten there, we were seated on the window tables which are on a high ledge with the chairs being the actual window ledge and the tables tall barrels. But, they were comfortable enough, and as always, the food was delicious, the service great -- though they did charge for a salt and pepper pizza and not salt and pepper fries meaning the bill was much higher than expected, but that was soon sorted, and the atmosphere buzzing. Mainly because, with being literally next door to the theatre, it was full of theatre goers all looking forward to the show, and what a show The Choir of Man was!

This is getting long, so cut for details )

Yesterday I had an appointment booked with a tech who was coming to check our TV monitor. I'm a member of a service that sees what you watch, and then you get paid for that info. It tends to pay for Christmas which is great, but the monitor hasn't been picking up for a while so he was coming to change it for a new version.

I was up and about early to make sure he could access behind the TV easily, only to get a phone call 15 minutes before he was due to say he'd called in sick. Which couldn't be helped I know, but was frustrating. Then Pauline phoned asking if we wanted to go out for tea, her treat, and I wasn't about to say no.

So that's what we did, and the food and company was good, even though we were the only people in the restaurant the whole time we were there, which felt a little strange.

Now James has just messaged saying he's had a fall at work and is having to sit with an ice pack on his knee. No sign of them sending him home yet. He says he's fine, but we'll see I guess. I wouldn't care but literally this morning we were talking about how it's been months since he's needed time off sick. Talk about jinxing the situation.

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May. 12th, 2026 02:52 pm
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We're off to see The Choir of Man at the theatre tomorrow night. I'm looking forward to it as I do love a good feel-good singing heavy show. Plus, reading reviews, as it's set in a pub they have a bit of audience interaction going on -- if wanted, giving some people free pints of draft beer from the stage. Which is typical as we're in decent seats but James doesn't drink at all when driving, and I don't like beer. They should give out draft pop instead *g*

It'll be class tomorrow at 9am. Maybe anyway, Rosie cancelled yesterday's about an hour before start due to a family emergency so I'm not 100% sure if tomorrow will be on. Then we've got an appointment in Sunderland at 2:30, then the theatre at 7pm also in Sunderland, so it seems a bit pointless driving home between. So, I think what I'll do is come home and change after class, then go for tea in town somewhere after that first appointment.

Today I've been re-potting the tomato plants, at least some of them as I didn't have enough compost for all ten. But I've given the greenhouse a good tidy up and enjoyed the pottering out there. Especially when it started raining, there's something very lovely being in the greenhouse in the rain.

I've been catching up on some recorded shows, one of them being The Claudia Winkleman Show. I was enjoying it anyway with such great guests as Dan Levy, Phil Dunster, Cush Jumbo and Josh Widdicombe on the sofa. Then Mr Blobby turned up and Dan's reaction is amazing. He obviously doesn't get the legend that is Mr Blobby. Because Blobby And yes, he was very popular back in the day. Fun fact, when I used to go watch the Wasps Mr Blobby came to the rink and ended up breaking Paul Smith, the Wasps manager's, nose by barging him against the trophy cabinet *g*

media consumed

May. 12th, 2026 12:09 am
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1. Watching a lot of Youtube: Entertainment Made by North Korea, Guide to North Korea on Left-Tube: Socialism, Defectors, the Western Media... oh and Tankies, channel In the Kimdom. And Tor's Cabinet of Curiosities.

2. Currently reading: There Is No Antimemetics Division by qntm, which is scaring the pants off me.

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May. 11th, 2026 08:18 am
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[community profile] intoabar is open for sign ups again. I failed my assignment last year, but usually have a lot of fun with the challenge, so am thinking of joining again. Maybe anyway. I have about a week to decide.

We went to see The Sheep Detectives on Saturday, and man, it hit me right in the feels cut for spoilers )

Sadly, what doesn't have a feel good ending is the results of the local elections where Reform has done really well, including taking all posts available in my local area. I knew it would happen, and it really was a case of voting for the best of a bad lot. But Reform, and seeing that slime ball Farage gloating about taking Sunderland made me sick.

People on the local FB groups have been constantly complaining about how bad a job Labour has been doing, now lets see Reform do better. Somehow, I suspect they won't.

My nurse appointment went well last week, cut for medical talk, maybe verging on tmi )

Class went well on Wednesday, we were talking about the benefits of sleep, another topic I've gone through about three times now. Why it sticks in my mind though is we were talking about using devices like Fitbits to track sleep and everyone who had one checked their app to see their sleep hours the night before. Mine was 9 1/2 hours, and yeah, sleeping is one thing I'm usually okayat. But, even that was long for me.

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